Friday, December 3, 2010

Wowzah it's been that long?

Wow!

I haven't been online on this things in AGES!

Where has time gone?

Last time I was on this was when I was FIGHTEEN!

Now I am seventeen years of age.. *cough* old *cough*

Nothing must has changed I'm still my pessimistic self..

Good ol' me....

Always seeing the WORST in my SELF!

I'm never going to stop it's like a fish without water,

I can't stop thinking negatively,

I never can and never will be able to do that.

Alot has changed since 3rd year THANK THE COOKIENESS FOR THAT!

Last year was a Miracle & Risk.

I had a boyfriend..

Asked out: Sunday January 17th 2010 - Sunday May 16th 2010

They were good times & hm times but lets not get into that..

IT'S JUST THE FACT I HAD A BOYFRIEND after so long of not trusting men.

I still don't trust them but now I know how they can make you feel :(

What was a shocker is when your Taken your EX- Crush comes back & flirts with you!
&
Your supposed new annoying guy friend has feelings for you and wants you to dump your boyfriend for them...

Not a PLEASANT time!

Moving on...
I tried out for everything in fourth year except didn't get through in Gluais, didn't try out for Environmental Task force MY BAD!

But I'm still on the Green Schools!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SAVE THE TREES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I DEFINITELY THINK THERE'S NEW WORLD ORDER IS GOING TO HAPPEN !

Other than that life's a bore, misery, pathetic, annoying, stressful, shit, crap, soo much negativity!

Leaving you as always Weak & Hopeless & moany fiya...